I'm new here and maybe not the best one to speak as I feel suicidal myself so much as I'm sure others do but please wait.
Please wait and talk to someone or at least the people here. Give it time
and you probably won't feel all better but just enough not to do it today.
I'm happy to speak with you.
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alll ii haave iss myy ppills
i pllaaan on ttakiing m orre
aand goiiinng ttoo thee ceemmentaary
yyyoou aarre a trruue ffriennd
buuut ii'mmmm tirrreed
aaa truuee ffriennd u aaare.
thhhank youu llliinnda