I triiied.......i fenished

[hopeless13]

i caaan't doo itt annmmorre
thhannk yoou aall whoo helllped
i ccann't geeet myy lifffe baaack
i fffeell loousy
i',,m nnnot worrrth it
buuut tthaank yyooou.

 

[Speedy]

Hi hopeless13,

:hug: Yes, you are worth it. Thanks for the PM yesterday. I'd like to talk to you more.. to see what's going on.

Best wishes,

Alex

 

[windlepoons]

Tell us why you cant get your life back?
You are worth it!

 

[hopeless13]

tthank yyoou buut i'''m ddooone withh myy lifffe
it wiiiill soonnn be oover
thetres nothiiing lefffft buuut paiiinn andd teearrs
bbuut i ddo thhankk yooou.

 

[Speedy]

Sending more :hug: :hug: :hug: your way.

 

[windlepoons]

If you want to talk, feel free.

 

[hopeless13]

i doooon't kknnow whaat too saayy annymmore
my liffee iin limmbo
thheeres nnoo lliifffe.

 

[Speedy]

Can you call the crisis team or hospital near you.. or perhaps any emergency hotlines? They can keep you safe.

:hug:

 

[hopeless13]

i ddonnn't beelong i n thiiss worllldd
thheres ntooo nnoo nooothing heeere
ii''mm ttirrred. tthhaannk yooou

 

[Butterfly]

Do not take the pills. Trust me. As a serial and regular overdoser it is not pleasant and rarely works. Call an emrgency helpline if you can or go to the emergency department. Keep safe. Xxxx

 

[meme333]

I'm new here and maybe not the best one to speak as I feel suicidal myself so much as I'm sure others do but please wait.
Please wait and talk to someone or at least the people here. Give it time
and you probably won't feel all better but just enough not to do it today.
I'm happy to speak with you.

 

[NiceGuYKC]

Please don't give up. Feel the love from us. We really do care.We really really multiplied by infinity do. Please be safe.:grouphug::grouphug:

 

[peacelovingguy]

Linda - your weeks leave from the psych unit was a bad idea - your not ready honey - you need more time in the hospital - you really do!

Please, please do phone them up - even the police as they would know what to do and saved you last time.

I'm really upset for you - not at you.

I wish I was in the USA but I'm in the UK - but either way all I'd do is drive you to the hospital, chat to you - and I hope you get a friend to share things with.

You know who I am - and my name!

Few do!

We are friends and I care a lot about you - and worry about you and for you.

And pray also you get some peace of mind.

 

[peacelovingguy]

Linda - if your looking - and HAVE taken something - phone the police for us - come on and tell us you have done that!

It was an Officer McGibbon who saved you last time - but I do not know what cop force he was in sadly or I could phone.

I made a note of his name as we were on chat with Julia C another member here - an American if I recall - nice lady also.

So please do phone!!!!

 

[hopeless13]

iiim aafriaaadd too ggoo baaak
alll ii haave iss myy ppills
i pllaaan on ttakiing m orre
aand goiiinng ttoo thee ceemmentaary
ffoor peeeace
yyyoou aarre a trruue ffriennd
buuut ii'mmmm tirrreed
aaa truuee ffriennd u aaare.
thhhank youu llliinnda

 

[peacelovingguy]

The cemetery were your brother is buried - I know honey - but your brother does not want to meet you yet!!!!!!

This is not the time.

I know you do not want to go to the hospital but please try and understand you are VERY depressed now but will NOT always be this way!!!!

Please live.

 

[hopeless13]

ii ttookk sssleeeppping ppills
iim ii tirreeed
tteell eem me theen whhaaaat too dddpp doo pplleasse

 

[peacelovingguy]

Phone the police - dial 911.

Do this now!!!

for me - and us - and Julia C who helped last time.

 

[meme333]

oh please call the police like your friends are saying
I'm new but I care...truly I do

 

[peacelovingguy]

Ah - thankfully she HAS phoned the cops.

I think that is VERY good.

thanks Linda - thanks, thanks and thanks!!!!!!!

Now keep awake!!!!

awake

awake

awake!!!!!

Go wash your face with cold water - open the front door!!!!!