I ate 2 medium slices of pizza last night. They really weren't that big at all. And somehow I gained 3 pounds when I checked my weight today. I've been working so hard exercising for 1-2 hours per day trying to lose weight and I have one little slip up and it puts me like 10 steps behind again. I can't deal with this. I want to die now. But I can't do that, don't even have enough medicine to. So instead I'm going to go barf up my breakfast and take suboxone with a bottle smirnoff.