I try to sleep... all I do is cry...

Discussion in 'Midnight Owl' started by BriGuy, Apr 8, 2009.

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  1. BriGuy

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    Almost every night lately... I have always been a night owl... always had insomnia... but now it is so much worse... I lie in bed crying :cry: ... I can't turn my brain off... can't stop thinking about all the crap happening... all the things hurting me so much!!! How do I turn my brain OFF? How do I stop the pain? And lately, it is mostly being caused by my shattering heart... being in love... and having it fall apart... but still being in love!!! Every day & night right now that passes, my heart breaks a little more. I am afraid soon I won't have anything left! :sad:

    I log on to the two sites I am on now... and find NOBODY chatting... nobody to talk to... where is everyone? Usually late nights there are lots of people chatting... conversations to help take my mind off of Jimmy... or someone that is willing to listen to my crap... but all of a sudden many nights there is no one... like now... no one is here... so as usual, I am ALL ALONE and hurting!

    Well... I don't really know what that accomplished, but oh well. :sad:
    Bri
     
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