A good person. I was patient and caring and I never wanted to hurt anyone. Now I just get angry and frustrated at everything. The littlest thing makes me snap and I just want to beat the crap or kill the people causing it. Joy is always a very short passing phase, quickly followed by the regular hate and depression. I'm alone now because I'm so awful to be around. I hate that I've become this way but I don't see any way back. I have nothing left to keep me around. Go ahead and suggest something and I'll tell you if it works. Maybe you guys can think of something I'm not. SO many things have gone wrong.