I've had two major sessions of cutting - both found out by my parents. It's so hard to conceal - and it doesn't give as much pain as it used to (now when i cut or accidently get cut i barely feel it) and the only thing its worth for is extracting blood. i burned w/ wax before i even started cutting, but now ive moved onto heating up any metal scrap i can find and placing it on my skin. its easier to hide, gives more sting, but still i feel i am not satasfied. please help me. i need something to do when i need to hurt - ive already ODed and burn and cut and done 100's and 100's of sit-ups. i need something to do to get my feelings out without feeling guilty because i feel good when i hurt myself. i dont want to stop but itd be nice if i could have some suggestions. im desperate. i hurt myself with anything that comes my way. its pathetic and weak and only proves that i am worthless but i need to now, its not a want.