I got a long text from my NOW EX saying that she cheated on me with a guy who's better! She was my first love! Yes we are both girls, but still! What the fuck! I left people for her! I lost friends for her! I was raped because of her! And now she says "he Skypes me and makes me feel great". Fuck u! That's bullshit! I feel so broken right now! Who does that shit! I wana kill myself RIGHT NOW! Fuck everyone!!!! I hate everything! I feel so much pain at this second!!!!! What is this!!!