I'm crying as I write this, I just can't take it anymore! I want out already! Why is god doing this to me, I don't fuckin deserve it! I know I'm not perfect but I know I'm that bad either! Why me and not rapist or murderer? I don't wanna fuckin live anymore!!! And no one else wants me to live either so what's the point, I have absolutely no reason to stay here!!! No ones gonna miss me when I'm gone, I already know that, so wtf is the point!!! Ahhhh it hurts so bad, just fuckin take me away god, wtf are you waiting for!!! I know your up there, I quit so just fuckin take me away already!!!