I just keep feeling as though I have to commit suicide, that I need to die. Its because my growth has been stunted, that I wasn't properly raised, I didn't get the skills and whatnot that everyone else my age has. So I don't have what it takes to survive in this world and I need to die, I can't keep living as an incomplete loser. My life is very empty and I just don't have many of the things other people have, the basic normal things. I'm a failure as a human being. :sad: :sad: :sad:
Hi, Rahul. I am sad to hear you are still feeling suicidal. But please remember this. Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. It also leaves UNBEARABLE wounds to family members. There are a lot more good reasons why people should not commit suicide.
As for ur issues, can you try to go out to movies, or play ur favorite sports or any other outdoor activities? If you can't find friends to play with u, even hang out with ur cousins or neighbors ur age or ur brother. Remember you are barely 19, with so much future ahead. I have a confidence in you that you will rise above this and become a happy, successful person in the future. Take care.