So, I keep getting dealt blow after blow and I'm at the end of my rope. A few months ago, my wife decided to leave me. Even after I found out she was cheating, I wanted to work it out. It didn't happen. I went into the hospital after getting really sick and found out that, on top of having a heart condition, my kidneys are failing and I'm probably going to need a transplant. The hospital visit got me fired. This happened at the same time my wife and I separated. So, now, I'm living with my mom and can't make any money (due to sacrifices to the wife, who also took my car). My mom is moving and I can't go with her. I don't think I can collect unemployment. I've lost a good friend. I'm going to be homeless. I want to die. I do. I've been told I'm miserable, and my life has been. The only thing keeping me here are my two beautiful daughters, and I'm losing my grip on them. MY life is torture and I don't know what to do.