honestly, i'm kind of with crazydriver...
but to repeat the others before me: sorry...we don't do that here.
..if i do end up killing myself and they just so happen to find the body, i don't want to leave some junked-up leftover for my mother to identify.
...of course, this is if i'm found.
i'm doing my best to keep such thoughts away but current, recurring family/friendship/relationship issues cause it to not be too far from my mind.
there isn't any need to absolutely worry about me just yet..i think.
you all on here'll probably know before anyone else.
so..keep hope (and yourself) alive...
tomorrow's another day. it'll be better, if only 'cos we haven't gotten there yet.