Hi all , I'm 19 and this is my first time posting here. I am feeling so so depressed and I just want my life to end. I have tried suicide before, I OD's but vommited so it didn't work. I told no-one and didn't go to the hospital. I did that twice. I don't think OD'ing is for me , I can't seem to not vommit. I self harm, and have done so for the last 5 years. I hate myself so much more for this. I hate the scars on my hands, but I can't stop. I just see no point in life.