If I was told today would be the day that I would die, I wouldn't feel like I would be missing anything. That's not because I have been living my life to the fullest, I just don't want anything. There's nothing I want to try or no experiences I want to have. I have no reason to wake up in the morning, I have nothing to look forward to. I can't come up with anything... Making the world a better place? Call me selfish but I have no desire to help anyone. Touring the world? Just doesn't seem exciting. Build strong bonds with friends and family? Don't have it already. Maybe I could work on this but I don't want to. Reaching any goal or achieving any accomplishment? Lazy and pessimistic, its just easier not to try. Don't want anything bad enough to try. Raising kids? I don't have kids. I won't want kids till I fall in love... Finding someone to fall in love with? This is just too much work. I don't enjoy dating random people. So I'm not looking forward to searching for someone. So I guess I am wondering what everyone else is looking forward to? PS: I realize that this isn't that sad or depressing and that I haven't even had any traumatic experiences. I hate that, its like I feel nothing, not even sadness.