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I want off the rollercoaster....

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One day good, one day not....the saga continues. I actually had 2 pretty good days in a row this week. Today I wake up feeling like crap and if I had the guts and the means I am not sure I would be here. yesterday I was up and out of here by 7, went to about 5 stores. Today, I can barely get dressed. I am starting my every day benzo today. And to think 5 years ago I would not even take a benzo for a medical procedure as I was afraid. Now I am taking them to stay alive. If it wasn‘t so sad it would be comical. Just typing this makes me sick.....and sad. I guess ptsd, anxiety, depression and a life altering autoimmune disease will do that. How life changes....
Hugs to all,,,,,
 

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