I say this so many times and for once, I want it to mean something: I am at my breaking point.
Everyone around me is down. My sister is doing awful with her mental health, not even sleeping anymore, my mum is worried sick about her. My boyfriend is depressed, everyday he tells me how much he hates himself, what's the point, and now he's saying how he wishes he was dead.
My mental health has been awful since September. I have tried to put it aside for everyone. I have tried to support people. I have tried to sort my own life out, I have tried to get better. I am getting more and more broken. I am so lost. Everyone is just falling apart around me and I can't hold them up because every single weight is breaking my bones. I don't take care of myself at all, I don't do anything anymore. I am so lost. How am I meant to do any of this alone?
There's no advice for this situation. I am just completely and utterly drowning in things I am not able to cope with anymore and all I want is for it to stop.
Everyone around me is down. My sister is doing awful with her mental health, not even sleeping anymore, my mum is worried sick about her. My boyfriend is depressed, everyday he tells me how much he hates himself, what's the point, and now he's saying how he wishes he was dead.
My mental health has been awful since September. I have tried to put it aside for everyone. I have tried to support people. I have tried to sort my own life out, I have tried to get better. I am getting more and more broken. I am so lost. Everyone is just falling apart around me and I can't hold them up because every single weight is breaking my bones. I don't take care of myself at all, I don't do anything anymore. I am so lost. How am I meant to do any of this alone?
There's no advice for this situation. I am just completely and utterly drowning in things I am not able to cope with anymore and all I want is for it to stop.