I am 52 years of age, I can't really remember that much happiness in my life and it's just getting worse! I try to think positive but it's hard. I just want this suffering to stop, not because I want to die but because I don't want to live like this anymore, I'm too tired, too sad, too lonely, too everything that's not nice!! Anxiety & panic attacks, depression, physical illness, no job, no money, no friends, what's there to go on for?! I've had it.