I'm scared. It's dark and I'm alone. I just want to end it. Maybe I should? Make this night my last? No more pain, guilt, shame. All gone. I don't want to carry on. Hell, why did I for so long? For years you tried to bring me down. Well here you go, well done. I'm so sorry to everyone I hurt. I'm sorry I am not perfect. I am sorry I am not good enough. I can't be who you want me to be. I'm just not strong enough. You were wrong when you said I was. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of waking up every morning with regret.