Yeah mom lost a husband. But does anyone stop for 2 f*cking seconds and think about how me and my brothers lost a dad. No we're left to fend for ourselves. Why because losing a dad is less tragic then a husband. I want just someone to sit with me and keep my mind busy. Because I hate the fact that my mind keeps telling me it's my fault dad died. But no one will. They will keep ignoring us. Making me make my brothers happy because a husband is important but not dad.