I want to be somebody else

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mlxjaded, Aug 14, 2011.

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  1. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    I hate myself
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I truly know the feeling hun. But why do you hate yourself so much?
     
  3. nomore76

    nomore76 Member

    You're not alone. I know EXACTLY how you feel. Been living with that feeling for 25 years. I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but I'm at a loss myself. :console:
     
  4. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    There's too many reasons why I hate myself. If only you knew some of the toughts I've thought. It takes my constant effort to remind myself that thoughts are only thoughts as long as they are never put in to action. It's exhausting. Does that make sense? Probably not.
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    It makes sense, try putting the thoughts in to action (that's if they're good thoughts).
     
  6. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    That's the issue- they're not good thoughts. That's why I hate myself. I can't control what I think and how I feel. I just want to be someone else. Someone normal. Why is that too much to ask for?
     
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    You can be that person you want to be, just keep trying and trying. You're alive and as long as you are you can change yourself. It takes effort, but you can do it.
     
  8. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    Other than the fact I woke up with a cold, I'm feeling much better today.

    Thank you for everything. :hugtackles:
     
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