You're not alone. I know EXACTLY how you feel. Been living with that feeling for 25 years. I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but I'm at a loss myself. :console:
There's too many reasons why I hate myself. If only you knew some of the toughts I've thought. It takes my constant effort to remind myself that thoughts are only thoughts as long as they are never put in to action. It's exhausting. Does that make sense? Probably not.
That's the issue- they're not good thoughts. That's why I hate myself. I can't control what I think and how I feel. I just want to be someone else. Someone normal. Why is that too much to ask for?
You can be that person you want to be, just keep trying and trying. You're alive and as long as you are you can change yourself. It takes effort, but you can do it.
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