I want to be something closer to myself...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by RainbowChaser, Aug 21, 2007.

  1. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    It's like there's a fight in my own head. I want to stay alive while something in my head... Well, it doesn't agree with me basically. It's seeing methods everywhere. It's making me want to use the methods.

    I keep trying to distract myself by talking to people, but as soon as they start ignoring me, all I can hear is this thing inside me trying to get me to do stuff. And I'm tired and the meds are making me more so, and I don't think I can keep fighting it while I'm this tired...

    I'm sorry :cry:
  2. honsou

    honsou Well-Known Member

    :hug: i feel the exact same way, well im here for you. Its all going to be ok sooner or later
  3. on my own

    on my own Well-Known Member

    I already told you, I'm on msn for you and you can tell me whatever you wanna say. I can take that.

    but you dont reply.
  4. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    That's the thing - what I've written here is the best I can do towards explaining it. I'm sorry.