Right now I want nothing more than to end my life. I'm the guy hat posted before about his wife leaving. She took 2 kids and I have one, my oldest of 9 years. My other two are 3 and 1 years old. They are with her. I know my kids need me. I just can't seem to shake these thoughts. I even have a girlfriend whom I mentioned in my last post. We are really crazy about each other but she isn't without her drama. I try to help her and she helps me. Most of the time she relieves my stress. Sometimes she adds to it. What do I do? I feel trapped and alone. I haven't told anyone about my thoughts exept my therapist. I need help cuz there getting more serious and I'm falling into deeper depression.