No, I don't have any desire to kill myself but to be without a sex drive. I am a male and am 17 years of age and have never had a girlfriend but have a sex drive that is very strong. I have no desire for a relationship, love or compassion from a female all i want is sex. I believe my sex drive is a curse from satan. I think about sex a lot and if i lost my sex drive i could fully enjoy my life without females as there would be nothing they could offer me then. I think I would save a lot of brain drain without a sex drive. I would not make a very good boyfriend anyway and I would save females a lot of trouble. I would not miss my sex drive at all. I mean, what use does it serve me?