I want to cry so much

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Santi890, Jul 15, 2016.

  1. Santi890

    Santi890 New Member

    I am at a complete loss. My life is going nowhere. I've got a shit job can't get a better one, can't afford to move out of my parents house. I'm gay but I don't want to be, the idea of being in a gay relationship disgusts me.

    I want to cry but I can't. I've got no one to turn to who truly listens. No one understands in my life.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry you are so sad no one can really truly understand YOUR life but we can listen and care Hope that you can reach out to you doctor someone who can help you with you depression some Perhaps just talking here can help some too.
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  3. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    *hugs* What about a doctor or a counsellor. What about LGBTQ resources around you.
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi @Santi890 I am sorry you are going through this. Do your parents know you are gay? Being gay is not a crime, you are not disgusting. How old are you may I ask? I hope today is a better day for you, you have us shall you feel the need to talk more :) Best of luck with everything.