I want to cry...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Rukia, Aug 23, 2007.

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  1. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    ...but I can't. Not now. :cry: I need to focus on my teacher.

    I got really triggered, but it's my own fault. I hardly ever think about him anymore, but I thought it would be nice to pm him and wish him a happy birthday. I know he's happy and that's great, but I didn't need to read that. He's playing "our" game with her. I know I'm :screwloos, it doesn't matter really. I'm not in his life anymore, I'm better off without him. Isn't it my turn to be happy soon?

    I can't focus, I'm shaking to much on the inside. :cry:
     
  2. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    Rukie :hug:
     
  3. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    Thanks :hug:
     
  4. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    did you have an affair with your teacher?
    you need to get past this hun :hug:
     
  5. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    No, I didn't. But I'm in school right now, and I don't want to cry in front of all my classmates.

    I was talking about my x.
     
  6. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    oh right sorry my bad :(
    just on out until schools out hun then just cry cry cry
     
  7. Eno

    Eno Guest

    I hope the tears have come. It is not a nice way to feel I know but I usually feel so much better for crying when the tears finally fall. I hope you're feeling a bit better right now.
     
  8. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    I can't cry on the outside, only when I'm drunk. :mad: I wish I could, then I might not feel so suicidal all the time. :sad:
     
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