I don't know whats wrong with me... I can't stop these feelings of depression, and I don't know where they are coming from. My thoughts are racing and I can't concentrate on anything in school. The only thing I can really do is write poetry. I feel like I need to cut... again. Like it will make it all better. I went to the hospital about 2 weeks ago, a mental institution basically. For my bi-polar and depression. It didn't work. The first thing I did when I got home was cut. I haven't since then, though. But I feel like I need to.... someone, HELP! No one talks to me, they say it stresses them out to do so. All my so-called friends have backed away, to afraid to deal with me and my problems. I can't pull myself together. Should I just end it now? Save me and everyone else the pain?