I want to cut...

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Hurted, Feb 17, 2008.

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  1. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    I cant stand the pain... i dont know... i have urge to cut myself since i wake up... and no mather what will happen, i know that i will cut myself today... i just must find the place, because my parents are at home:sad:

    What have i become?:sad:
     
  2. Crying All Time

    Crying All Time Well-Known Member

    please don't cut your self.
    I also do it, but I'm trying really hard not to do it.
    please, please stay safe
     
  3. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Well i didnt cut myself today... first time in last month:)
     
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    That's definitely an improvement. Keep it up.
     
  5. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    well yeah:)
    I have decided not to cut myself for few days:)
    And im doing pretty well, i didnt have many urges yesterday:)
     
  6. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    hun , dont, serioulsy!

    ps- sorry for my spelling!~

    i used to cut half a year ago!

    from experrience! it was tough getting out of it, struggled with it!
    be safe hun!
    xox
     
  7. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    :hug:

    Please be safe. PM me if you want to talk about anything.
     
  8. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Thanks:)
    :hug:
     
  9. filemeunderneath

    filemeunderneath Active Member

    I'm so glad. Sometimes I draw on myself instead and it helps cept you have drawing on ya ;0).
    Take care

    :shake::rockon:
     
  10. Crying All Time

    Crying All Time Well-Known Member

    Great news! Keep it up and don't cut yourself :wink:
     
  11. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Well i have to dissapoint you... i did cut few times today... God i feel so ashamed... The point is.... well i actually dont know...
    I have wish to stop, but on the other side i dont have wish.... at the sime time...

    Its same for binge eating... If i would stop eating so much i would feel much less depressed, however i am not even trying to stop it... I just feel like big looser who cant do even such a simple things... I dont know... Why i cant change the way of thinking? Wish to cut is just bigger than wish to stop... And no mather how much i think that i will stop, deep inside me I know that i wont and i cant force my mind not to do it... I mean i cant force my mind to try to stop it...God, i cant control nothin in my life, not even my mind:sad:

    Im sorry for confused post, but thats how i feel right now (and last 14 days)
     
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