I want to cut...

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Hurted, Feb 17, 2008.

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  1. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    I cant stand the pain... i dont know... i have urge to cut myself since i wake up... and no mather what will happen, i know that i will cut myself today... i just must find the place, because my parents are at home:sad:

    What have i become?:sad:
  2. Crying All Time

    Crying All Time Well-Known Member

    please don't cut your self.
    I also do it, but I'm trying really hard not to do it.
    please, please stay safe
  3. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Well i didnt cut myself today... first time in last month:)
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    That's definitely an improvement. Keep it up.
  5. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    well yeah:)
    I have decided not to cut myself for few days:)
    And im doing pretty well, i didnt have many urges yesterday:)
  6. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    hun , dont, serioulsy!

    ps- sorry for my spelling!~

    i used to cut half a year ago!

    from experrience! it was tough getting out of it, struggled with it!
    be safe hun!
  7. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni


    Please be safe. PM me if you want to talk about anything.
  8. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

  9. filemeunderneath

    filemeunderneath Active Member

    I'm so glad. Sometimes I draw on myself instead and it helps cept you have drawing on ya ;0).
    Take care

  10. Crying All Time

    Crying All Time Well-Known Member

    Great news! Keep it up and don't cut yourself :wink:
  11. Hurted

    Hurted Well-Known Member

    Well i have to dissapoint you... i did cut few times today... God i feel so ashamed... The point is.... well i actually dont know...
    I have wish to stop, but on the other side i dont have wish.... at the sime time...

    Its same for binge eating... If i would stop eating so much i would feel much less depressed, however i am not even trying to stop it... I just feel like big looser who cant do even such a simple things... I dont know... Why i cant change the way of thinking? Wish to cut is just bigger than wish to stop... And no mather how much i think that i will stop, deep inside me I know that i wont and i cant force my mind not to do it... I mean i cant force my mind to try to stop it...God, i cant control nothin in my life, not even my mind:sad:

    Im sorry for confused post, but thats how i feel right now (and last 14 days)
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