does that make any sense?? I don't want to leave everything I know but want to leave everything I know. My life is a waste of oxygen and the only ones who'd miss me would be my dogs. My kids have a dad and would soon forget my inept attempts at being their mother. I am looking for a good loving home for my beloved dogs and then I'm gone. No more me. No one cares, really, anyway. I sure don't. sick of being a failure and a burden.