I was going to kill myself today and was about to until I realized my family would be screwed without childcare for our two year old. That was the only thing that stopped me from doing it. My bf supports two adults and two children on $7 an hour. The daycare centers in our area charge about $850 a month-so without me at home to watch our daughter he would be in a miserable situation. The only reason we are not living in a car is because we live with his family and do not pay rent or utilities. The fact that we cannot afford childcare is the only thing keeping me alive.