Hi i don't think you want you to die hun i think you want to live but in a happier space. I do hope you can talk to someone about how depressed you are feeling. Talk to your doctor okay please so youcan start being in that place where there is less darkness. Get on newer meds get therapy hun get your life back hugs
Just wanted to send some hugs :hug: :hug: your way. I know ODing seems like an attractive option to you right now, but I hope you reconsider. If you can't stop yourself from doing it, please call for help!