I want to die now

[dink]

I think that I am ready. I want to just lay my head down and die. I want all of this sh*t to stop. I can't take it anymore. I don't see that I have anything to live for. No one would even miss me if I were gone.

 

[shellz]

Hi dink, whats going on? Mind sharing with me?

 

[shellz]

Okay so I just read your other post and I want to say I am sorry that you are going through those things right now. Having cancer can be a very scary thing. Especially knowing your mom had it and now you can also have it doesnt leave you with much left to do about it. But you can try your hardest and fight it the best that you can and be a survivor of the dang thing. I know how hard this must be for you right now, but I know you can do it. Hang in there hun, here if you want to talk, okay?

 

[slim_to_none]

i just wanted to offer a few words and say that i hope you are okay.
please reach out to someone if you can.
do something before you act on your feelings.
and take it a minute at a time. just focus on getting through the next 60 seconds. and then the next after that. just take it slow....
and please take care.

x.

 

[chueyjoo]

I think that I am ready. I want to just lay my head down and die. I want all of this sh*t to stop. I can't take it anymore. I don't see that I have anything to live for. No one would even miss me if I were gone.

Are you still here? i hope you are here.

We are all struggling in one way or another, please understand.

I saw something about somebody who was diagnosed with leukemia...

he went to the hospital for operation and while he was there, his father murdered his whole family in an 'honour killing'

his mother, 3 sisters, and the perpetrator(father) all died from fire.

just think what was going through the mind of this young man who was only a teen, having to deal with leukemia, and then losing his family when he woke up from the operation.

the young man died 2 weeks later, from a lack of will to live

the point im trying to say is that theres always someone worse off, please focus on the positives in your life.

please look at the story i told you in detail



http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/lancashire/6127408.stm

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/lancashire/6168791.stm