i want to die so bad right now

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by I Miss You, Mar 24, 2007.

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  1. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    Suicide is my only friend.i have nothing left.i feel so empty inside.i dont think i can hold on much longer.i want to join Diana so bad right now.it shouldn't have been her it should have been ME!!!....:sad:
     
  2. LaLaLullaby

    LaLaLullaby Well-Known Member

    You have more friends than you believe you do.
     
  3. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    i agree with u. here if u want we can talk. my email
    afiolagy@hotmail.com
     
  4. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    im crying so hard right now.i cant even see straight.i just cant deal with this.


    it hurts too much too stick around:sad:
     
  5. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    Cry to cleanse your soul.


    It hurts too much cuz you are in pain, raw. HOLD on.
     
  6. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    i cant do this.it hurts too much.i just want out.i have tried so hard to make friends here...

    but its not working..

    god i feel so trapped right now.

    things are not going to get better...:sad:

    thank you tracey for your input.it really means a lot to me
     
  7. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    i just wish i mattered*cry*
     
  8. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    truely, I have been right where you are just recently....you do matter to someone that you have not met yet.
    It may feel like a dark hole that you are going down. Stop. say no.
     
  9. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    Is music helping you?
    Maybe stay busy, go vacuum or wash dishes.
    change your focus. you can be strong. people here do care. BUT, we are all hurting at the same time. blah!!
    I only know that 4 people here know of me. so?? I am very lonely too. But, I have to accept it. I don't always like it. I cry too.
     
  10. LaLaLullaby

    LaLaLullaby Well-Known Member

    If you didn't matter, there wouldn't be so many posts trying to help.
    What do you think would help? I know it seems like a stupid question, but can you come up with anything? Or maybe some kind of general route so all of us posters can come up with something good?
     
  11. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    You do have more friends than you think you do.
     
  12. Crimson_Remorse

    Crimson_Remorse Active Member

    Suicide is NOT your only friend, mate. There are 2 pages of replies to you - it seems you have a lot of people who care about you :) Including me. I hope you keep yourself safe, you are worth it.
     
  13. blade

    blade Well-Known Member

    u have to try, try for us. i have these days sometimes like urs but i pick my self up and try. just have a little faith in ur self darl and u will succeed idf thats how u spel it. i meant spelL not spel anyway. please try. we all care for you. remember i told u if u wanna chat anytime we can. do u have a mobile phone?
     
  14. I Miss You

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    thanks blade..but it hurts so much.i just dont know what to do.i cant live like this.


    i never see you in chat.i dont have a mobile phone.


    i guess i am the biggest fuck up ever.there is no way out.....:sad:
     
  15. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    thinking about it right now.....:sad:
     
  16. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Focus on something else hun. :hug:
     
  17. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    can i call you Carolyn.or is it too early.up to you


    love you Carolyn....:sad:
     
  18. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I'm up.. :unsure:
     
  19. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    Please talk to us act try to not act. I Will respond to PM too.

    You really are tough, ya know?!!
     
  20. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    all i want to do is get a razor...and be done with it.


    im sorry if i have hurt people here or i have made people mad.....:sad:


    no one will miss me when im gone.....:sad:

    my suicide will affect no one.....:sad:
     
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