I've struggled with depression and I'm tried of fighting an losing battle. My family won't even acknowledge the issue I have and am told to "man up". I've been to the hospital because I wanted to commit suicide and all they did was lock you up like an animal and give you three meals a day and have one doctor check on you in the morning. Did I mention they take all personal belongings as well? I feel worthless and not even so called "friends" seem to care about me anymore. They have changed with college and I'm stuck with the grief of my mothers death. I'm not actively seeking death but if I died tomorrow I would not mind, and I doubt anyone would miss me.