I want to die!!!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by among the stars, May 15, 2008.

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  1. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    This song explain how i feel exactly, every sentence, every word --

    I tried to kill the pain
    but only brought more
    so much more
    I lay dying
    and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
    I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
    am I too lost to be saved
    am I too lost?

    my God my tourniquet
    return to me salvation
    my God my tourniquet
    return to me salvation

    do you remember me
    lost for so long
    will you be on the other side
    or will you forget me
    I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
    am I too lost to be saved
    am I too lost?

    my God my tourniquet
    return to me salvation
    my God my tourniquet
    return to me salvation

    I want to die!!!

    my God my tourniquet
    return to me salvation
    my God my tourniquet
    return to me salvation

    my wounds cry for the grave
    my soul cries for deliverance
    will I be denied Christ
    tourniquet
    my suicide

    I have tried many times to commit suicide but those times i didnt finish what i intended to do - this time i will - this time ill do it and i wont be back - nobody can do anything to stop me this time
     
  2. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    Me to. I just wanna go to sleep tonight, and never wake up.
     
  3. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I wish you would rethink your plan. Be safe and maybe with some help you can write a new song that shares the hope and strength you have found to try and turn some things in your life to your favor. There are so many words of advice and help in other posts here. Take the time to read some and maybe contact the members that wrote them. Please try to find some help here.
     
  4. emilykatie101

    emilykatie101 Well-Known Member

    I have never heard of that song, but I want to, the lyrics really moved me.
    I can relate to them.
    When I am really depressed and sad I listen to the song Mad World
    over and over and over again and cry.

    I hope you change your mind, I hope you stop yourself if no one else can.
    I was ready to die last night but I changed my mind and today I felt
    slightly better. I have tried a few times before too.
    Be safe, reach out for help.
     
  5. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    I've heard that song many times.

    I hope you can find a way to change all this pain and redirect it to somewhere less harmful.

    Try listening to songs that help you remember the good times. Now imagine those good times in the future where you will still be alive.
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    im sorry you are hurting so badly:sad: :hug:

    pm me if you need to talk hun
     
  7. Broken_Heart

    Broken_Heart Active Member

    i feel that way pretty often. if you ever need to talk, feel free to pm me.
    what song is that by the way?
     
  8. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    ok i will thanks - the song is called tourniquet by Evanescence
     
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