Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by morning rush, Jan 13, 2010.
i really do...
I'm tired, so tired...nothing is going to get better...
hope you dont
i very much care about you
and you alone
this is not the time to do this and its cause you are important and this day is important
you do things for people they cant do for themselves and you make a difference
you always have
lets say that i have my emotions to go by....that you may seem tired but i hope one little spark of energy will save your self and your heart
you touch so many worlds....you've earned yourself some excitement as you build on who you are....i wrote for a living but it was dry reports....you write today and tomorrow it will be on different things....thats your work self...your personal self has been known to be available to those it the real world outside of this site
here you have made an impact greater then you know by writing like you did just now of being tired....that takes strength i dont even have
Are you okay? Not sure if you two are off talking and your getting support or not. I am around and am listening to if you post I will read it..
Please let us know how you are doing okay.
I just wished I was never born...and I feel guilty for feeling like that...I know its bad to want that...I should be happy today and all I feel is loneliness, anger and sadness...I absolutely have no point in being alive...
I reckon birthdays can be worse for misery making than even Christmas and New Year. I'm so sorry you are being made to feel like this, especially because it's your birthday. And I'd like to disagree with you about there no being no point in your being alive - if only you were able to see the good things you bring to others (us here for a start), that may not be enough to change that bleakness you feel, but maybe it will let you feel just a little bit, that your existence does have meaning, even if it's only for other people.
Please hang in there, give the piggies a cuddle, let them remind you there are things worth being around for.
cause you're honest
i dont know what you would say to others if you were feeling better
but i know you to be honest about your feelings
you would never take away anyone's feelings
how about i just be grateful you were born....
stay around let me help somehow....till it passes for you
but this walk is a walk i guess needs to happen
lets put the "should" away and just deal with "wishing" not doing what i "should" do doesnt help but my "wish" is below
I wish you love....
Hi Ana, you know you can talk to me! Please hold on because it always gets better for you!
it never gets better, it always gets worse...I just handle it better some days...but really I'm all alone...
you arent alone
i like to think you're with us even when the house is quiet
tonight here where i live they say snow
you've had so much snow...our covering will be like a warm heavy frost
but in your heart you struggle...quietly like the snow....
for now survival is good but tomorrow you will begin to thrive.....thats why writing is a good thing
lets me know...lets me show...just how i feel....even i wish to write you
you are the important issue...you are you....alone "no"
<mod edit: *sparkle* : relates to deleted posts>
I am entitled to feel down, to feel like the whole wolrd has swallowed me and that I feel alone...I have the right to feel it, and it takes great courage to admit what your feeling...something you obviously know nothing about...
Living thank you for finding the courage to post about your pain and feelings. For reaching out and trying to find the support you need to get through this. Keep posting. Keep letting those that understand your pain help you. You deserve this support and care. And you are not alone. Everyone here in one way or another understands pain. Keep posting a letting those that want to help have that opportunity. Please dont give in to your pain. Dont let it win.
The only thing that is immature around here is members that feel they need to post negative thoughts about the forum in threads of those looking for support from amazingly enough a support forum!!! That is better suited for Letters to Management so please use it.
I'm here for you <mod edit: *sparkle*: insulting> , living.
i have deleted and cleared this thread out by deleting insulting, off topic and responses to those, posts. please keep on track and lets try to offer the OP some support here
livinh in my own world - pm me if you need a chat sweet :hug:
I dont believe that. And there is, inside you, a part that doesnt either. You're here, posting and letting things out. Please keep talking? Let's see if we cant make that part that wants to be here, that is trying to make it's point, a little more stronger. :arms:
thank you so much everyone...I was so down yesterday it was horrible...I dont know what happen, why I was in such darkness...but I'm glad that there were people to listen and help me...
Hey Ana hope you are feeling better today, the lows do suck but we are here for you when that happens.
Feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk and hang in there it gets better and happiness can be yours.
Ok, so you were in a dark mood, and then the next day the fog lifted? I don't buy it. You're holding out.
Waiting for you to reply and be honest this time.
Hi i am here too but i do understand the struggles I am glad you can post when you are not feeling strong. You are not alone not with all the friends you have here okay. Thanks for all your support when i was down it mean't alot take care okay.
wow, thank you for calling me a liar...
shows you know nothing about human mind/behaviour and you know nothing about me...
I guess you were attempting to be caring but its back to the study board for you