New Post | My Blog I'm borderline. It's a personality disorder touching emotions that is very hard to cure, if not impossible. Lately I'm in a period of hard generalized anxiety disorder, and depression. I'm out of my therapist appointment and I feel like shit. Tomorrow I see my psychiatrist. My therapist told me he's gonna try to get me help with a cognitive therapist. But I dunno anymore. It's like nothing works. And I'm supposed to find a job. All that I loved looks without inerest. But the worst is to live with someone who doesn't love me. He still wear my ring, and necklace, kisses me good night , but no hugs, no sex. Not that I miss sex actually, I'm so exhausted anyway. I want to leave him a message and telling him I won't do it at home, that's all; take my meds, buy alcohol, and kill myself.