I want to die...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Rukia, Jul 10, 2010.

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  1. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    ... tonight. I'm sick of the depression, sick of hearing voices, sick of being suicidal. In 2 weeks I'll be happy again, but I honestly don't know if I'll get through tonight alive. I've agreed to try to fight, but I'm so tired and I don't think the voices will let me stay off the pills.

    The voices has told me not to contact anyone more today, but they let me write here. :dry: Just because they believe that noone will care of course.
  2. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    Wrong you know i care so :p
  3. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    I care too. A friend of mine who hears voices tells me she tells them she won't do it because if she does she may miss her ship when it comes in. I know it's hardest at night. Maybe turn on all the lights, the radio, and doodle on paper for awhile to pass the time?

    Stay safe, please. :hug:
  4. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    Had to put on a big smile when I picked up a friend from a party now. If only she knew what I'm going to do. :sad:
  5. Marty482

    Marty482 Well-Known Member


    I CARE.PLEASE dont do anything. You yourself mention that good things are coming intwo weeks. PLEASE JUST WAIT. Until then come here and pour out your heart to us we want to know what youre going through.

    If you are hearing voices you NEED to go to the doctor and tell them. You may need new meds or some temporary solution till it all works out.

    I CARE and WE ALL CARE here too.PLEASE just hold on or if it gets too bad just cal an ambulance. Whatever you have to do to get hrough tomight.I am praying for you and hope you do to.PLEASE STAY!!!!


    Write me any time PLEASE,

  6. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    I am in pretty much the same position as you right now, and I am truly sorry you feel like this, personally I am terrified what I will do, if you need someone to talk to if you can bring yourself to, I care very much so please keep writing to us or you can contact me via pm.

    Please take care

  7. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    I'm still here. Took some pills, but not enough to call it an attempt. Now I wish I had either not taken any or taken them all. :dry:
  8. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    I am glad you are still here, I hope you can get some support now? Please though drink plenty of water to flush them out of your system :hug:
  9. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    I too hear voices etc the same as you... do you have msn? x
  10. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    It's in my profile.
  11. Marty482

    Marty482 Well-Known Member

    Tell us whats bothering you Rukia~ Im here for you.PM me if you want. You have my prayers.
  12. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    If these 'voices' are trying to control your life, then you really shouldn't listen to them. I know that scizophrenics generally hear all sorts of voices, and you should see a doctor to see if you're developing schizophrenia so that you can get treatment. It only gets worse if you leave it untreated.
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