I want to die

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Autumn01, Sep 29, 2010.

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  1. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    I want to die- I'm so disgusted with myself ect.......
    My mom is going to be on vacay soon- I should do it then- would be perfect time. I'm sure she would be relieved also then I wouldn't dread her coming back as I'd be a goner. I probably won't end up doing it before Oct is up though :(
     
  2. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Why are you feeling disgusted with yourself hun?
     
  3. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    That's a hell of a thing to say. Are you sure you fully understand what you are saying there?

    I'm sure you don't mean it literally, though. Because if you really wanted to die you wouldn't be posting here. You'd be dead already.

    So find out what's bothering you, if you don't already know, and change it. People here can help. That is, if you LET them help.
     
  4. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member


    I keep not brushing and flossing. I'm totally worthless and useless.
    I'll never be good enough.
     
  5. Noodle

    Noodle Active Member

    talk to me in PM :)
     
  6. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member


    My mind is mostly gone these days but yes, I do fully understand what I'm saying- when I say I want to die.

    I guess I've been to chicken to do it so far :(
    As I don't have any reasons to live. I have a million reasons not to live though.

    Some things can't be changed.
     
  7. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    You'd be surprised.


    I have to get some sleep now. But I'll be around. I hope you keep talking here so SF can help you sort things out.
     
  8. Noodle

    Noodle Active Member

    I feel the same way too, i can't change my negative emotions into postive ones just like that.
     
  9. Punk

    Punk Well-Known Member

    It can take years but it definitely happens. I'm living proof
     
  10. dreams4life

    dreams4life Well-Known Member

    Negative emotions can change into positive when you have a clear conscience. You need to clear your mind. You are special. I am special too. We all are.
     
  11. Noodle

    Noodle Active Member

    That's kinda hard to do, unless you have short memory.
     
  12. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Im here if you need to talk okay? :hug:
     
  13. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    Thanks.
    I'm here too.
    What happened on Aug 25, 2010?
     
  14. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    Some things can be changed but other's can't be.
     
  15. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    xxxxxxx
     
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  16. Autumn01

    Autumn01 Well-Known Member

    xxxxx
     
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  17. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Xxxxx
     
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  18. fisch

    fisch Well-Known Member

    Different people have different ways of dealing with depression, etc. Some people focus on the little detail and it can sound surreal but it's the little detail that can mean so much, i.e. an abuse victim could say 'i need to go have a shower', when they mean they feel dirty. Stop being an unempathetic little prick.

    edit: ok, I'll give you the benefit of the doubt and figured it's probably a language barrier, but you do have to understand that people don't always say what they mean and our words have another subtext to them.
     
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  19. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

     
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  20. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    That's cool man. I understand.
     
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