I don't think my life can get any worse! No job. No money. Going to lose my home. It's all my own fault - I'm stupid and useless and can't do anything right. I'm not normal. All I can think about is killing myself but I don't think I could even get that right. I don't want to hurt my daughter though but I'm hurting her by being alive. I'm no use to anyone. I can't take much more of this crappy life.