I want to kill myself as soon as possible. Unlike many on here, I have several methods to you and the easy access to these. It could happen so easy. So why the fuck can't I just do it? I need some inspiration or something! People messge me on here asking how to do it, they dont have the resources to do it, as much as they'd like them. then I sit here, with several things and I dont do it. I some how feel like I'm letting them people down, im such a coward. I put everything off in life, from phoning people to essays to killing myself! argh Can someone talk to me please?