i do too. wish i had the guts. dont do it though. theres got to be one person you think about that makes you not want to do it. i have that person. shes the only reason why i havent done it yet. i cant hurt her. too bad we can never be together either :-(
i don't know why i wanna die. i just do and i have for a while just for sum reason tonight its just really strong. A while ago i gave my self a time and if i still felt like killing myself after that amount of time then i could. I gave myself thirty days and that time is up and i just wanna give up. I'm too much of a screw up and a waste of time.