Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by silently_dying_inside, Oct 11, 2006.
i really want to kill myself tonight. Its really really bad.
Why do you want to kill yourself tonight?
i do too. wish i had the guts. dont do it though. theres got to be one person you think about that makes you not want to do it. i have that person. shes the only reason why i havent done it yet. i cant hurt her. too bad we can never be together either :-(
i don't know why i wanna die. i just do and i have for a while just for sum reason tonight its just really strong. A while ago i gave my self a time and if i still felt like killing myself after that amount of time then i could. I gave myself thirty days and that time is up and i just wanna give up. I'm too much of a screw up and a waste of time.
Don't..it's all i have to say..there are milions of reasons for you to live....many more than there are for you to die.....just say... fck it...i'm better than this. It worked for me