I attempted suicide in the past.. An overdose when I was younger < Mod Edit Hazel: Method >. Im very upset with my mother for taking me to hospital when I overdosed.. I wanted nothing more but to end it all. I wish I could go back in time and hide myself a little better so she wouldnt of found me and took me to ER... Now Im married (crappy in itself) and I have a young child (that makes me even more depressed).. I think my family (my kid expecially) would be sooo much better off without me.. I dont have the nerve to kill myself, or at least not at this moment, but that doesnt stop me from feeling like I (and everyone else) would be better off if I just up and died..