I'm just depressed right now... Just something with finance with my fiance and myself, she has them separated from myself. She's had a lot of medical problems the last semester. One that the University she went to should be paying because she slipped on ice that they didn't take care of, they are just wanting to take it to court. She's left with medical bills from the impending fall and ER stay. She's just working so hard at an unpaid internship full time and part time, she won't let me help. She's always had a hard time taking help... She basically took care of her family before her step dad kicked her out, she had to jobs in high school. She keeps buying me expensive gifts when it comes to birthdays, anniversary, and etc... She makes me accept them and won't let me help. I'm just so frustrated, I already have a will made out to her name in everything, and instructions to sell expensive things I have and to be given to her. I'm just frustrated with being helpless and I want to help her, but she won't let me. I'm useless and I feel like I want to die.
Sitting here with my belt thinking about hanging myself....
Sitting here with my belt thinking about hanging myself....
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