Despite what the health care professionals say, I am slowly dieing. I've had this Chronic Illness with my bowels for many many years, since I was 18. Had every test you think of it, not to mention surgery well over a year ago and no improvement at all. I've gone to see the doctors since then and they have been no help at all. One thinks i'm depressed because of my condition. Well, what the **** do you expect? He wanted to send me to a shrink and put me on meds. That isn't dealing with the real problem here. No-one cares, will listen to me, brush me off, talk down to me like my life isn't worth spit. I don't care anymore. Really don't. I admit I have so full of angry, bitterness, hate because of this long-term condition and also against everything and everyone because of the way i've been treated and never gotten any kind of break at all.