I am tired. I try medication after medication I attend hour upon hour of therapy But I will always return here this sad place Thinking of work... of school... How am I supposed to live like this? When am I allowed to give up? If I had been diagnosed with terminal cancer, and my only future was agony... Plenty of people would support the right to take my life But after so many attempts to get better, after all these endless years of trying, when am I allowed to say, "I tried enough. My life is pain, and is not improving. I want to leave now." and I do I want to leave. I just want to leave.