I just want to give up, but I am sure deep deep in the back of my head and my heart I don't want to give up. Not sure if that make any sense to anyone. I am turning 30 on Friday, and I feel like I have nothing going for me right now or the future. I have been getting mixed emotions of just wanting to give up and not give up. I have a family that is unsupportive about me in every way. Making new friends has been impossible it seems. I just moved to the San Diego area 6 months ago where my family lives. Now I am holding two jobs to keep my mind off of things, but I am now physically and emotionally drained. Just don't know what to do and would like help.