I want to give up.....

[angel76]

I just want to give up, but I am sure deep deep in the back of my head and my heart I don't want to give up. Not sure if that make any sense to anyone.
I am turning 30 on Friday, and I feel like I have nothing going for me right now or the future. I have been getting mixed emotions of just wanting to give up and not give up.
I have a family that is unsupportive about me in every way.
Making new friends has been impossible it seems. I just moved to the San Diego area 6 months ago where my family lives.
Now I am holding two jobs to keep my mind off of things, but I am now physically and emotionally drained.
Just don't know what to do and would like help.

 

[Marshmallow]

Firstly welcome to the forums :smile: glad you joined us.

If your sure that deep down inside you don't want to give up then you dont have to! You know you don't want to give up so don't! The mixed emotions are playing hell with your head right now, and im not surprised with 2 jobs, personally i think you should take a break and get away for a bit and sort your head out and certainly don't make any rash decisions right now.

Please take care

Vikki x

Ps. Happy birthday for friday :wink:

 

[LetItGo]

I just want to give up, but I am sure deep deep in the back of my head and my heart I don't want to give up. Not sure if that make any sense to anyone.
I am turning 30 on Friday, and I feel like I have nothing going for me right now or the future. I have been getting mixed emotions of just wanting to give up and not give up.
I have a family that is unsupportive about me in every way.
Making new friends has been impossible it seems. I just moved to the San Diego area 6 months ago where my family lives.
Now I am holding two jobs to keep my mind off of things, but I am now physically and emotionally drained.
Just don't know what to do and would like help.

Ive been thinking about doing the same, but im gonna see what the therapist/councellor/psych thinks. Im 33 and feel the same way you do...you need to fight it. People on this forum are very supportive, so feel free to vent if you need too.

 

[Sadeyes]

Firstly, although not in balance with the sentiment of your post, I know, HAPPY BIRTHDAY...birthdays sure have a way of changing the emotions one is feeling...I agree that professional support can be very critical in changing the narratives we live by...please stay with us and here you can find relationships that are both genuine, and a good way to practice skills critical to real life friendships...big hugs

 

[angel76]

Thank you everyone for being so supportive and wanting to help. I am definately going to be on this forum for a long time.
I did get professional help, but the counselor didn't understand why I was there. I was wondering why he was a counselor lol.
Oh well all that matters is I found a place that will definatley be there for all the support I could ever ask for. :thanks:

 

[Marshmallow]

Glad to see your gonna be sticking around :biggrin: sorry bout the counsellor, what a twat eh lol how about giving it another go? might help to see someone else :smile:

Take care and hope to see you around

Vikki x :hug:

 

[angel76]

Glad to see your gonna be sticking around :biggrin: sorry bout the counsellor, what a twat eh lol how about giving it another go? might help to see someone else :smile:

Take care and hope to see you around

Vikki x :hug:

I am going to try again for some help with a professional. I am looking more into. Hopefully I will find someone that will understand why I am there lol.

 

[Marshmallow]

lol, glad to hear you gonna try get some more help, hope it works out hun :hug: