I live in pain and pain meds don't work well on me. I have been unable to get medical help for my condition. The American medical industry will not allow me the treatment I need. I have been jerked around by doctors and I know that I am destined to live my life in pain. The medical industry is an evil entity that has not cured a disease since polio. They exsit to keep people suffering from physical and mental illnesses same as God and we all know that MD means me diety. I am on the verge of exhausting all of my options to get out of pain so the only option left is to end my life. <mod edit - request for methods> If there is a God and I meet up with him I will do my best to destroy him. Thank you.