I want to go out with style

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Dying A Hero, Dec 1, 2012.

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  1. Dying A Hero

    Dying A Hero Member

    I live in pain and pain meds don't work well on me. I have been unable to get medical help for my condition. The American medical industry will not allow me the treatment I need. I have been jerked around by doctors and I know that I am destined to live my life in pain. The medical industry is an evil entity that has not cured a disease since polio. They exsit to keep people suffering from physical and mental illnesses same as God and we all know that MD means me diety.

    I am on the verge of exhausting all of my options to get out of pain so the only option left is to end my life. <mod edit - request for methods>

    If there is a God and I meet up with him I will do my best to destroy him.

    Thank you.
     
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  2. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    I am truly sorry that you are living in constant pain. I cannot fully imagine how that would be for anyone.

    Suicide Forum is pro-life, so no one here will give you info about methods. We are a support forum and happily offer support to people, hoping that they will find life-affirming options instead of suicide or other self-destructive behaviors.

    We have lots of members, and among them are some who probably relate to your situation - having a long-term, painful illness. Stay around for a bit and see if they can offer you ideas on what has worked for them, or at least so that you have the sense that you are not alone.

    And we can all hope that great strides are made so that no one must live with long-term pain; that proper care and pain management will be available to any who need it.

    Be safe :hug:
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi there, I live with my partner- he suffers from chronic pain, he has done for years. So I can relate somewhat, if you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. :)
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi hun i too live with chronic pain hun so i can understand the exhaustion you must feel the lack of hope. I wonder hun have you asked your doctor to refer you to a pain specialist a professional that can help you learn to live with the pain your in. That will help the pain not be so overriding in you life

    Keep talking to us hun there is hope i know you don't believe it but there is
     
  5. pickwithaustin

    pickwithaustin Staff Alumni

    Suicide is not "dying a hero." Killing yourself is far from going out in style.

    I have had a number of times that I have had to have life saving surgery myself, so you are incorrect in your assumption about the medical industry. THEY SAVE LIVES. If you are not happy with your doctor, seek out a new one. Not all doctors are the best, they are only human. There are good and bad in every industry. You have the power to pick and choose, so rather than making plans to give up, start making some plans to be an actual hero who fights and survives.
     
  6. Cpt-Fantastic

    Cpt-Fantastic Banned Member

    Lol dying in style, you do know that when you die you shit yourself right? Like actually shit yourself, no control over your muscles anymore. Where is the glory in that?
     
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