I want to go to hell

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by ansdr, Apr 4, 2010.

  1. ansdr

    ansdr Well-Known Member

    something really bad has happened, and I just want to end it, my mom is leaving for church but after she leaves I'm going to look for the painkillers. I've done something I can't forgive myself for, I don't know if Hell is real, but I would rather be down there burning and getting punished with people like me, atleast I will belong somewhere.
     
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    You belong to life and here with us. You are welcome to talk about this with us. There is a companion for everyone, we just don't know when that person will come into our lives. :hug:
     
  3. ansdr

    ansdr Well-Known Member

    who would want to be with me, knowing the horrible things I have done.
     
  4. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Well, if you truly feel guilty then that means you're not all bad. Have you tried confessing what you did to the people involved, asking for forgiveness?
     
  5. ansdr

    ansdr Well-Known Member

    they wouldn't forgive me, because it's more of a reputation thing. I can't go up to someone and say forgive me for being a loser.