I Want To Go

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cd85, Feb 2, 2008.

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  1. cd85

    cd85 New Member

    my little girl is keeping me from fucking killing myself she needs me but i fucking hate life, can not see the the fucking point,it is fucking shit...i love her and she is the only person i comunicate with, im fed up of all the shit,itS bollocks and I need to stay alive to look after her but i fucking hate LIFE SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME STAY ALIVE,i want to do my little girl good
     
  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i'm sorry to read that you are in so much pain tonight. it is a scary place to be. many people find posting here to be a great relief, to share how they are feeling and to not feel so alone. i have found this v. good when i'm in a crisis, but maybe you've seen it already?
    http://survive.org.uk/stories3.html#cantgoon

    hang in there,


    catherine
     
  3. cd85

    cd85 New Member

    im a selfish asshole and i always have been
     
  4. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    No you're not. You posted here because you know that by killing yourself you will also ruin your daughters' life and you didn't want to do that. That is being selfish-that's being a good parent.
    I am sorry you feel so bad, but you have recognised that you're daughter is the thing you are holding on to so please continue to do that until you can find a solution to you're problems and be happy.
    S :hug:
     
  5. eh buddy we are all selfish assholes, its just that the Capitalist society we abode in, call it education.
    You seem angry and frustrated at the way 'things' are or have been in the past. The future is not written, it is only 'YOU' trying to predict it threw what you have experienced in the past. There is no present, as the moment you think about it, it has passed. So feelings are history, the moment they have been felt, like the dust you brushed off your knees when you tumbled in the dirt as a child. look after yours, and try not transfer your anxiety.

    IF YOU DO WHAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS GOT.
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: hey welcome to the forum, I hope you manage to find the strength to pull through this hard time, your little girl needs you , please keep posting and we can try to help in any way we can, also feel free to PM me anytime :hug: Lynn
     
  7. cd85

    cd85 New Member

    just to let you all know im here to stay,im deffinatley here for my girl.ive been in hostpital after an overdose. what i never told you was the morning before my first post my wife had died and you must understand how i might of been feeling,selfish i know but ive seen a new light.i will be here and provide for her. thanks for the support
     
  8. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    hey cd85, i'm so sorry to hear about your wife. what a terrible ordeal. i'm glad you are getting some help, but a shame you had to end up in the hospital to get the help you deserve. if you are ever so low again we'll be here to listen,
    catherine
     
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