i want to kill my self but i cant

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by joeysephine, Jun 21, 2007.

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  1. joeysephine

    joeysephine Well-Known Member

    I just dont understand it
    i cant take anything else
    i dont care if my problems arnt as big as yours
    there MY problems
    and i cant handle them

    if im standing on the side of the road waiting to cross
    i see myself jumping infront of the passing bus
    and its the best vision ever
    i just cant do it

    no one helps me
    i was stood in my living room crying last night waiting for my drunken mother to come round threatening me
    and my dad just walked past
    not trying to calm me down
    not even saying a word

    I dont care if you think im attention seaking
    or just being a typical teenager
    i dont know you
    so if i dont care about myself im not going to care about you
  2. joeysephine

    joeysephine Well-Known Member

    yeah its true
    no one does actually care

    thanks all
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am sorry to see that you have such intense feelings that you are not cared for by anyone. You are right in that the problems you have are yours and are very important. The size of the problem really does not matter. It is how able the person is to deal with them. What may seem small to one person is insurmountable and overwhelming to someone else. It does not make them any more or less real than anothers. I am sorry your family does not seem to take notice of what you are going through. I am willing to listen if you need someone to share things with. Please take care of yourself. You are important. :hug:
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